....it's only just hit me that i'm gonna be 17 in a few days.

yes people! I'll be old enough to crash mum's car! it's december 2nd if anyone wanted to know...

I also managed to get an early present. I have a deviantart shirt which arrived while i was in the shower. typical. If it's gonna happen, it'll happen to me. So i had to sprint down the stairs in my towel and open the door. I bet the delivery guy was laughing afterwards. It's not every day some teen answers the door wearing nothing but a towel...

A bit of bad news is that my cousin is in hospital. She's got chromes disease and she's in intensive care...about 100 miles down the motorway. I was a bit depressed at college the day after i found out the previous night when i came home. We managed to see her...and what got me was that she looks a hell of a lot better than she did before she went into hospital. She's really pink in the cheeks, and looks a little chubby. She didnt have as much wires as i thought...which was a relief (my worst fears gone- more wires would have really upset me) . The best news is that she's gonna see a specialist when she moves hospitals. And she should be out at christmas!!!!!

She's still really cheeky. Apparently, when her mum went to see her (she cant talk too much), she said that her mum still owes her a tikka masala!!! Yep, she's ok!! . She was really happy to see us, which was great, cos i was really fretting.

I wanna thank my pal Ethan for his great feel better talk. I was upset when i came in to college...and he really got me feeling positive again. Plus, all that relief work kept my mind off it. Thanks guys!!